Friday, April 29, 2005

LIFE O LIFE!!!

I’m not talking about the song, but the real thing-LIFE. It seems that presently everyone is concerned with it. The idea was floating around school. A guest speaker, neurosurgeon Dr Ashish Suri talked about it, Ze surd on the sidebar blogged about it and etc etc. So, me thinks the time is ripe for my views on it too, which I have long wished to share.

The million dollar question is – What does life really mean? We see through our eyes, perceive the world, analyze situations with our “brain” as we like to call it. This “brain” is a very mysterious thing. Heaven knows- another “phrase” coined by somebody- how it works how it kicks off. In fact heaven knows how the entire world works.

Have you ever thought about death???? Try, you might find it nail-bitingly scary, Herculean inspiration, heaven knows(god, that phrase again) what.

So think- After me? After I die? It’s a paradox. You can’t figure out the answer. It’s just not perceptible.

You think –“it’d feel like……….. OOPS I can’t feel I’m not there. What the? Then what? What about me? How about the world, my friends? What’ll I become? If I just stop, cease to exist; everything changes. A strange, weird emptiness comes about. There has to be some kind of afterlife- some way in which we continue to live on- see, hear, think.

What is the solution to this? Are ancient and certain modern beliefs true that afterlife is freedom from this material world? Or is this some giant plan, and not the chaotic entity it seems a.k.a. the matrix and we’re just minute nano-particles in the entire cosmos.

The truth seems parsecs away and tantalizingly close moments later. Yet it always skillfully slips away.

Again, just as you think about death, the feelings, the void gets bigger, threatening to overwhelm. Suddenly, a strange calm creeps in. it’s as if someone has suppressed your desire for the truth. Is it dangerous? Are we not ready for it?

I like to believe in the Bahai concept (It’s the latest of what we call “religions”) of God and soul.

There’s a God who’s created a Mr. or Miss soul, if even souls have gender. Let us consider Mr. Soul. This Mr soul wants to attain spirituality, get close up with God, develop himself. He goes through a number of lives, a number of worlds, each time learning something new and valuable adding points in his kitty, vying to reach God. He is a number of individuals, who are unaware of this “greater purpose”, the great beckoning. Hence, life is pointless?? NO. Mr soul knows all selves, he’s focused on his objective, and we have to contribute towards it. Our goal has to be to learn everything about this world, about this universe. Live while enjoying everything especially the ‘little’ stuff because this world is all about little things.

This racing through my mind, I get a little solace like everyone does when they turn to some religion some meditation. The thirst of spirituality momentarily dampened, I go back to listening music, dumping my thoughts as “mysteries of God” because I like Scientists and pundits am unable to find answers. It seems that they are not for me to find……..

Anyone who has read through this, you deserve a toffee.

And for that trouble I deserve a comment.

2 Comments:

Blogger The Lost Girl - Legend For The New Spirit friggin thought...

hey, i din know u speculated! Read Dr. Brian Weiss's books. Dey might give u an insight into dis whole apparently not perceivable subject of thought.

10:49 PM  
Blogger Tru friggin thought...

where's my toffee?...lol...anyway...u seem to have actually lost touch with yourself there and reached into your mind to find ur inner self...brrrrr(shivering slightly)...scary thought....speculation wasnt made for u ....its for more complex and boring characters like the gr8 Dr. Brian Weiss...who has been mentioned b4...get back to normal ...heheh but i hafta admit...nice post

5:10 PM  

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